deeper into spirit...

First I would like to start this blog out by saying this was one of my most deepest dreams I have had in years.
I going to start out by tell you about a dream a co-worker had of me before I start mine. Maybe this is all ties in somewhere.

"A couple of days ago at work a co-worker approached me with great excitement! He said he could not wait to see me to tell me his dream! He started his story by first telling me that he was scheduled to do something else that day at work but they called him back to be at the location I would be at to start my work and thinks that this was a sign that this message is especially for me.
He said that I came to him in a dream with 2 bibles in my hands, one was a black bible with a wallet with money in it, the second bible was black with Gold trim on it and without any money in it.He said that he was with another man whom had to choose  bible also. My friend said he choose the without the wallet and the other man chose the one with the wallet and ran off. My friend says that I told him he chose the correct bible....He said that It was a good dream for me because I gave him the word.I was a messenger.

Now my dream from last night...

" In my dream I was taken down deep underground to a secret chamber somewhere..as I looked up I was in a narrow hallway with a door to the left and right of me. The left door started to close immediately while the right door took a little longer to close. As I walked towards the right door I had a very strong negative energy started to push me back as the door started to close. As I walked towards the door I automatically started saying, "In the name of GOD, open" and the opened back up but with great opposition to me.Now as I recall I never said the words out loud but I said them inside my heart.
As I continued walking I recall GOD being in me, I felt as if I could feel what Jesus must have felt like..
I walked towards a door that lead to something like an auditorium where there were a few people sitting around inside waiting..waiting for what I didn't know but I knew I was there to get someone.
As I looked around I felt who I was there for, I was there to get John or Lazarus and take them back with me. As I found him sitting in the back I saw it was Lazarus..I came to take him back up. As he stood up to greet me I held out both my hands and said out loud, "This is for all to witness so that you may believe"
As he put his hands into mine we started to ascend upwards over the people and as we did I kept speaking out loud," This is for those whom have not awakened and that they may see who they are and do what I am doing and if you can not awaken call on me and I will lead you out."

We ascended above the city and as I looked down I felt a great sadness inside my heart like I have never felt before, I cried so hard and my heart so badly that I had to stop and we settled on the ground..Lazarus asked, "what was wrong?" I answered by saying, "I feel the sadness of GOD  because his people do not remember who they are."

I felt what I thought GOD was feeling. It was a sadness so deep I can not describe. I woke up at 4:30am and could not go back to sleep.
All the time in the dream I wasn't praying in the name of Jesus but In the name of GOD.

My calling...

The spirits are getting restless!!
After a long time of not hearing anyone from beyond calling me yesterday the drought ended.
For a few weeks now I have been getting the a lot of energy building up in my nervous system and usually thats a sure sign that they are trying to come through and its just my body tuning in to them.
First there was a little girl that came to me calling for her daddy in the middle of the night and now theres the voice of the man that can to me yesterday but I think hes calling me.
In this short video clip you will hear me asking if there is anyone here that will like to speak and before I can finish saying it a second time something took my breath away and I could not finish speaking, I was out of breath. At the 13 or14 second mark I heard a faint call of,"Rodney".  If  you didnt know that was my name then there you are, My name is,"Rodney" Nice to meet you!
Well lets move on. I hear it better with headphones on or through my phone.
If you hear something or think you hear something different I am open to all suggestions.

Thanks for listening!

Rodney A.K.A Charlie

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